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Tree With No Nuts
02:06
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Three Plans
02:46
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I got three plans, balanced in my head,
I’m gonna go to brooklyn, find a way to get up
in that poet woman’s arms,
oh wouldn’t it be a charm
I got three plans, crumpled in my hands,
I’m gonna drive back west, pick up my best friend
who’s hanging out there all alone,
I tell myself he wants to come home
Who am I to blame? For wanting many things
I got three plans, coming down to circumstance,
gonna give up my chances, find a way to disappear
give up my taste for love and romance,
and it’ll all be clear
But who am I to blame? for wanting different things?
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Whatever U Had In Mind
03:26
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Lookin at my life now, trying to see if it is better than the other ones
caught up in the strife of, endless comparison, it gets embarrassing
pleasing the other ones
Looking at my looking at my owwwwn, looking at mine
Keeping it in mind now, that there’s a chance that it gets better than its been before
caught between a tight spot, and an ocean of what’s to be in store
Looking at my looking at my owwwwn, looking at mine
Whatever you had in mind is only barely enough, i will need someone around who
understands my love
whatever chances you take, the procession is endless, maybe thats why i enjoy
the sensation of drowning
I need to embody, the part of my spirit which exhales in acceptance of of the things I love
you need to remember, the part of us always, which comes back around to be understood
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I Want U
03:39
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i want you to stay here
i want you to roam
i never told you, not to
strike out on your own
i want you to love me
i want you to try
i need you to lend me all your trust just for a while
this is the part where you come crashing down
i want you to keep me
i want you to give
i’ve come to speak for myself first
thats how it is
this is the part where I come crashing down
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Thinking To Yrself
03:31
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I only saw you in the morning,
bright, brief and overwhelming
I couldn’t keep you, and I’m counting
every secret and doubt about it
no doubt about it
What are you offering this time?
Head underwater, I don’t mind
You only saw me in the distance,
head hanging and careless
If you ever met my gaze, you’d witness
a little fire burning therein
it keeps on burning
So what do you do with your time?
I don’t even know you and that’s just fine
Maybe you’d want some of mine
Calibrate my unchecked mind
I only see myself in mirrors,
in photos, surfaces and others
I don’t really think about it often
it sets a promise with the omens
all around me
Please don’t ever hesitate to let me know, I’m here in case
you’re Ever thinking to yourself you’d like to love somebody else
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A Tension
00:44
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I thought I was finished,
thought I was done
thought I had dragged my own name
through the mud enough
but its never enough,
it’s only in the act of reclamation
we come undone
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I Know, I Know
06:31
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baby, you’re just what I needed
strangely, caught up in your light
lately, it feels like Im dreaming
all through some endless night
I hope you will survive me
and my destructive tendencies, I know
we could get along fine
but every honest person
needs someone
to come around, when things are down and out
write me, a part in your story
staying, or just passing by
maybe you’ve got some luck for me
baby, simply see how I try
I do see the best in you
and you’ve got those reasons to
believe
we could get somewhere just fine
but every honest person
needs no one
to hold them back
when things are right on track
I was searching for redemption
all I found was, lost attention
what am I doing here
but learning every year
I know
I can get along just fine
but every honest person
needs someone
to lend a hand
and firmly stand right by them
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8. |
Ash And Coal
02:57
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I’ve been through so much
can’t seem to get my thoughts to line up
the slumps and the drugs
theres a dream underneath
but I’m close to giving up
i’m a loser and an asshole
liar and a nobody
feeling all ash and coal
I don’t know why I left you
I don’t know if it was the right thing to do
I just went with my gut
so that it would be fair and cease to hurt in the long run
I’m just crazy and I’m lost
I'm alone because I chose to be
bleeding out ash and coal
I must not go to you
I cannot tell you how I feel
I will not bother you
I understand the deals
I made
locked and sealed
I’m a fake and a user
hanging on to somebody
choking on ash and coal
just for now
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adderall and cigarettes,
i’m gonna get up on a level yet
alcohol and mary jane
i’m comin down because i feel insane
my eyes are on fire my stomach is turning
the coals in my heart by you are kept burning
the poetic discomfort which we all experience
following a falling out which leaves us delirious
breakfast in the afternoon
im gonna get up just to see the moon
wide awake at 4 am
everything's flipped around on me again
my mind is a sink and my body the floor
the leaking of my thoughts floods under the door
the pathetic disgrace when you see I am serious
wallowing in fear because hope is mysterious to me
gratitude to rest my head
although it’s difficult to get in bed
cataloguing when I wake
it reminds me of the time that it takes
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The Highest Degree
03:07
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Misery, misery, finding me’s always misery
misery, misery, misery to the highest degree
Once I fell into my sweetest fever dream, ever green
I’m lost at sea and wide awake, sanity at stake
Misery, misery, finding me’s been pure misery
misery, misery, misery to the highest degree
Clarity, why do you abide in elusivity?
I’m fast a asleep and listening close,
pinning heart to home
Make way for the royalty
of self-effacing mockery
oh why do we have to bring ourselves down?
What is there to quantify, about being embodied?
a gift to sense and to come to some as well
I’m indebted to your pure honest
can’t you see, leading me from
misery, misery, and building me to a higher degree
misery, misery, and building me to the highest degree
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When I Lose U
04:03
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When I lose you, I will abuse myself
Cause the rules say, that you can have anybody else
What is this disappointment that’s been weighing on me?
What is this sudden part of myself winning out over me?
I’m only buying in for a minute
I didn’t choose you, it happened all the same
If only I knew, the details of your pain
What is this disappointment that’s been weighing on me?
What is this stubborn part of myself, winning out over me?
I’m only buying in for a minute
Baby now you cannot keep me to yourself
When the fire dies, I will run in the dark
Cause my eyes, been open from the start
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12. |
A Year In Review
01:10
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This song is an interpretation of "Happy Birthday," public domain
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Scott Brunelle London, Ontario
Progressive Rock/Folk made from healing, for healing.
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